SuNdaY Sux!

Gilaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! Hari Sabtu dan Minggu, gak berasa liburnya.. Lembur terooosss.. emang susah punya boss yang workaholic.. kita karyawan kudu kerja juga.. gag kuad deh ..

Anyway, semalem I met up with a friend. He seems nice, but NOT my type :p Who told you that whoever I met should be my type? And, I met him again... You know, I read the novel "kok putusin gue?" again, and it looks exactly like me.

I felt the shiver. The memories keep turning back on.. just like backflash episodes. Dear God, if I can't have him back, tell me what to do.. Why does he keep rushing back in my thoughts? :(

I would really like to run away, shutting all the past behind me. But I realise I can't. I have to deal with it. I have to deal all my feelings, try to deny every shivering thoughts of him, try hard to handle all his kisses, all his touch... I felt numb. I don't know how to react, don't know how to get back on my own feet again. And again, every time I meet him, I had to handle all the toughts that keeps gobble me in..

If this will be the end of this journey, tell me what to do, God... I am still damn in love with him, and I don't know what to do...


memoir,
all those living nights beside you,
feeling your arms behind me,
snuggle up my face in your neck,
I still feel the warmth of your kiss..
If you dont belong to me again,
please just lie to me and tell me
that you still love me and sometimes longing for me..
Just like I love you and longing for your tenderness...

:(

RainY FridaY

Kenapa harus ada HARPITNAS??? Eh, tapi belum tentu Harpitnas juga sih.. soalnya kayanya Besok masuk Kantor.. *menyebalkan* sekali bukan?

Yang lucu, tadi pagi gue iseng-iseng masukin profile ke salah satu site Indonesia. And believe it or not, dalam jangka waktu kurang dari 1 jam.. banyak banget yang ngajak kenalan! Ternyata oh Ternyata masih laku juga... :D

Kemarin gue BETE abis, I felt so disturbing.. why? Perhaps now I know that I can't hate a person that I once had fall in love with... I still feel so in love with him... And yet, I know that we can't be together again.. I felt such a nuisance..!!!